Damn it what the fuck man?
Oblivion be coming at us, any way it can
Damn it what the fuck man?
You was giving me the blueprint, now I got no plan
(2x)

Hoped that you know me bro
You was helping soul be whole
You became my aspiration
When my mind was steady racing

I saw that you overthought
In your mental had a lot
Overlooked at early age,
Cloth that we was cut from same

I hold on to a lot too
I like taking shots too
Wish my brain would rot too
Mentally exhaust fumes

Only white MC I liked, too
You was Capricorn too
Thought that you was bulletproof
Thought your life was full of proof

I would watch your interviews
Felt that I was watching me
2 years back got in to you
Felt that nothing stopping me

They like what you sad about?
White boy actin manic now
Fucking quit with all the “chill”
You ain’t understand my wheels

Fight the feeling, shit I’m dealing
You was helping me with healing
Swimming through the waters deep
Kid grew up on country street

Just talked to my blood dad
For the very first time
He was addict too man,
Never found his own stride

I feel like that gonna be me
Now I wonder if they gonna see me
Read the news my face was numb
Felt that I had not a single one

Had none that understand
It’s hard to be a man
Damn you can’t be vulnerable
People think you gullible

Nobody wanna be there when you dealing with your shit
They back away, get they space, I’m hanging from a cliff

Acid trip hearing bout ya small world
Wonder if you felt that you call Earl
I Swear the nondepressed just don't understand
You ain’t gotta be old to feel that you at your end

Damn it what the fuck man?
Oblivion be coming at us, any way it can
Damn it what the fuck man?
You was giving me the blueprint, now I got no plan
(2x)


How do we go from here,
Do we go from here (2x) yeah
How do we go from here,
Do we go from here (2x) yeah
Was an inspiration

To see a white boy lonely go
And make it with a heart of gold
Rap his problems, from the bottom
Out the pit when depression calling

Too divine to just be mine
You was tryna find a light
Self care proving I could make it
Even when my face be shaking

I ain’t gon' blame Ariana
I know that she ain’t the problem
I think yo heart was sensitive yeah
Bottle shit up with your wit yeah

I think we all toxic, yeah
I think we all toxic, yeah
Sometimes we is codependent
Sometimes people dropping us,
Love is too conditional,
Heart be racing someone stop me,

Somebody hold me down
Somebody show me how
How to find peace ( yeah where is it?)
How to find peace (yeah where is it?)

Felt that I could make it cause of shit that you was saying
Lately I was getting peaceful even started praying
Had a girl telling me that I could really make it
Had to cut her out my life so I could find my wavelength

No I’m more than discouraged
I be really hurting
Wondering if it be worth it
To rap and try to work it, to rap and try to work it

I think we all toxic, yeah
I think we all toxic, yeah
Sometimes we is codependent
Sometimes people dropping us,
Love is too conditional,
Heart be racing somebody stop me,

Remember when you told me, told me very well
Fuck a 9-5 I’d rather end up dead or in jail
I guess it ain’t enough
I guess it ain’t enough

How do we go from here